after i told her about it, she asked why i would do that

if it's happened to me,
   and to you
   it's not that significant

being able to recognize
     a good place to take a seat

forcing yourself
further;
even when you're screaming
at yourself to stop...
this is good

she told me
i stress when the plan
breaks down;
it was hard
to look at her in the face,
sex would have
been easier

outside my window
         the rain is coming down
in straight lines